Unfortunately for moi, I have to be at leased 20 to go on a long term mission... and have a four year degree or an associates degree with job skills to join the peace corps. Which is incredibly frustrating. Looks as if I'm stuck in school for at least another year, because I'm not about to quit just to get a job at starbucks and loaf about. The whole reason I thought about leaving school for a while was because I felt useless and purposeless. Just dropping out would cause the same problem. It's just sad because for the first time in my life, I think I hate school. I just got a D in my philosophy class. A class I should have gotten an A in by the way. I just couldn't make myself do the work. I'm tired and bored and I feel trapped and a hundred other things that aren't cool. I'm just so tired of feeling useless. Why can't I travel for a while and see the world and help a few people out? Why am I stuck in this stupid reality where everyone is like... get a college degree and a nice big house with a three car garage and two and a half kids!!!!! Needless to say, I'm frustrated. It looks like I'll be spending yet another year in school. Kill me now.
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